Why? God, Why? Over and over I cried myself to sleep trying to figure out what more I could have done. Years of tears....
And then one day I asked God again why? And He answered. I'm not enough and never will be, and that's the way it's supposed to be. The fact that I am not enough for some people has nothing to do with me. It's their problem. You see, God created us with a need for Him. And when the people in my life don't fill that void with God, they are always looking for fulfillment elsewhere. And for a while, they tried to fill it with me.
We are not supposed to be enough. If we were, then there would be no need for God in their life. And I don't want to be their replacement for Him.
I realize now that when someone comes along that has filled that place in their heart with God first, I will be enough for them. Until then, I am working on filling my heart so full of God, that I don't have expectations of a man to be enough for me.
What freedom I have now knowing that I was never supposed to be "enough" for anybody!
2 Cor. 9:8 God has the power to provide you with more than enough of every kind of grace. That way, you will have everything you need always and in everything to provide more than enough for every kind of good work.